I wish I had a creative title for this post......

My thoughts from the past few days.......I'm eating tootsie rolls and can't stop. I really wish I had some of my mom's homemade strawberry jelly right about now. Our fire alarms in our apartment are going off at least twice a week and it drives me crazy! Is it really so hard to figure out how to make it stop? Although I might have been the culprit today because I burnt my toast really bad haha. I love my job, but I don't think I'll ever get used to the words "pediatric code blue".I really want to do foster care some day. God is so cool. I don't feel like I'm doing much for Him right now which is frustrating me. I wish I had some fruit snacks. I need to work out. I can't wait for July when I go back to MI for my friends weddings! Weddings are my favorite! I got these cool new work out pants the other day and wear them all the time, except I don't work out in them. Probably cuz I hardly ever work out, which Erin says is not the point of having work out pants haha. I got to have dinner with my friend Shannon last night and we both decided it would be nice to have more than two people to call when we're bored, when we want to talk, when we just want to spend time with people who actually know and understand us and you don't have to "impress" (aka, I miss my friends!) I go in spurts where I love my life and Denver and friends, and then other days where I feel like I have no friends and haven't really done anything fun in Denver yet. I'm starting to plan my life again, like, I'll move back to Michigan in two years, but then I remember that God always messes up my plans, so it's dumb for me to plan. But I love to plan so that sucks. My Bible study is going to study Crazy Love and I'm so excited to read it for the third time =) I bought a vacuum for our apartment and I'm so excited. I've become like my dad- I love cleaning. I still haven't gone to the mountains yet which is ridiculous, but some friends were going today but left at 5 am and there was no way I was getting up that early, especially when my sleep schedule is on "nights" right now. I got to work in the graduate NICU (preemie babies) the other night and holy cow, it is insane that babies can be that small and survive outside their mothers wombs. I really hope none of my kids are super sick like that, but then again, I know God would give me the strength if I did, because those familes are so strong! The other night at work a guy who I never talk to comes up to me and says "Hey Curly!" Um excuse me? He decided my hair was curlier than usual, and that it was my new nickname, well that's great, but you're weird and I don't know you, so don't call me curly, thanks. I'm obsessed with the Biggest Loser this year and have cried during every episode so far haha. I really wanna go to Africa, or some orphanage abroad and just love on some kiddos for awhile. I'm putting off working out by doing this. I can't wait to go to church tomorrow, although I'm easily distracted, like, when I saw a cute boy at church, I kept looking at him for like 10 minutes instead of focusing on worshiping God....I need to work on that =) OK, that's all. In case you all were wondering what's going on in my life ;) Bye!